01-29-2013, 12:30 PM
He chooses himself over you. He makes you believe he loves you,
but he only loves himself.
What do you do, when you realize you’ve lived appeased? When you realize he could never please you. His priority never was you,
You are only here to support him. To court him. To forgive his bad habits so quickly he thinks it is permission to snort them..
You worked your ass off for that cash.
Why does he feel no guilt? Why does his face stay the same?
Why are his pupils stretching, reaching for sclera when he claims to be innocent like a cherub?
....
What about my eyes. Dry...why?
Why??
Why am I still here?
I am trapped.
I can't get out.
I am frozen under a blanket of snow..
All of my money is spent and up the nose.
but he only loves himself.
What do you do, when you realize you’ve lived appeased? When you realize he could never please you. His priority never was you,
You are only here to support him. To court him. To forgive his bad habits so quickly he thinks it is permission to snort them..
You worked your ass off for that cash.
Why does he feel no guilt? Why does his face stay the same?
Why are his pupils stretching, reaching for sclera when he claims to be innocent like a cherub?
....
What about my eyes. Dry...why?
Why??
Why am I still here?
I am trapped.
I can't get out.
I am frozen under a blanket of snow..
All of my money is spent and up the nose.
"What we observe is not nature itself, but nature exposed to our method of questioning" - Werner Karl Heisenber