first one I've written in a while "Try"

[destiny1313]

Try

Tough love
that's what they say
black white, dark light
but there's always grey
i thought we had eachother
but you took that away
lost cause, give up
I wish I felt that way
...so I try

If only I could hate you
like you turn and run
but I remember
when this had just begun
we were just childern
you weren't spun
I saw your protectors
load and hand you that gun
...so I try

He's not mine
this child you created
he's so mad
more than anticipated
his poor life
you've left it decimated
and do you care
with eyes so dialated
...so i try

and we wait
the days go by
and we live life
sometimes we cry
and I see him play
and quietly sigh
my silly, strong
unfortunate little guy
...I hope you try