write a book

[i pray to pills]

wrote 10 years of sketches and poems into 20 pages this week.

like a historian dealing with all that century shit found right in his basement.

this was only about the failured litterary exercises i did from 2004 to 2013.

there are diaries and letters and other kinds of remarks to put 50 lines in one.

books to translate.

everykind of document ever made.

the whole humankind history to shape.

it seemed liberating.

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the idea of writing a whole book looks intense.

[ellajam]

Twenty pages sounds like a good start.

[i pray to pills]

that is and it's pretty tipewrited 20 pages that seems so pretty like i never felt so pretty any page i wrote.

like a gift to my 29 years and a gift to my family and lost friends;

for i cleaned all the selfish in that, and i wish i could put it on a fair to sell and that everybody could read.

but well, they can read the bible, and the bible is about the same theme.

i probably feel the same many writers did; when they were 29;

it looks like i'm high, someone could say = D

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these pages look so pretty i could say i'm almost in love with them;

a message from GOD/mySELF in the psychological sense of the term;

each year, 3 or 4 times, it ordered me to write;

it came on every dream; pointed every song;

pointed every book to read;

[i pray to pills]

Day after.

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Thx god i don't feel like the revelator anymore

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But there were 3 pgs more and memories and visions sounds intense yet.

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No seven heads beast or something, but each word ever heard by me just flows, like a puzzle. And its like the words are its heads.

[tectak]

that is and it's pretty tipewrited 20 pages that seems so pretty like i never felt so pretty any page i wrote.

like a gift to my 29 years and a gift to my family and lost friends;

for i cleaned all the selfish in that, and i wish i could put it on a fair to sell and that everybody could read.

but well, they can read the bible, and the bible is about the same theme.

i probably feel the same many writers did; when they were 29;

it looks like i'm high, someone could say = D

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these pages look so pretty i could say i'm almost in love with them;

a message from GOD/mySELF in the psychological sense of the term;

each year, 3 or 4 times, it ordered me to write;

it came on every dream; pointed every song;

pointed every book to read;

pointed any step;

pointed girls to fall in love with,

the cities to travel in;

every senseless tear;

senseless fear

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euphoria



i could say i'm john the revelator


or willie mctell

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i'd post anything

but that's all in portuguese and I can't translate.

Serge...is that you?

[i pray to pills]

who's serge ?