The Primitive Church

[Majestic Sun]

Working at church would be a blessing.
And I don’t mean as a way to God.
I’d rather work long hours as a sweeper.
But with no pay, why should I do it?
I feel that passion is the key to working.
Once I was at the entrance of the cathedral,
the place was pale yellow and brown
with several crosses on the top.
The woman, an Abesha, asked me if I
wanted the job, I said sure but I thought
why not work somewhere else?
But being blessed my God would startle
my soul, but would I go to heaven easier?
Let it be known that becoming a servant
to God takes years, so I assume
this job would come hard.
But the unholy me wants to disappear
like a genie in a musical, let that be known  into a bottle 
that I want to work somewhere else.
 
But if I were to work somewhere else
would I be side swiping the job like it were  this was
Tinder? I think life blesses me anyway.
So, I wouldn’t need to work in a church.
So I continue to squabble with my dilemma...............
Must I work in a church?

Majestic, some minor suggestions.  The ........... is because I think you need a better ending.  You need to let the reader know how this ends.

I thought I made the ending clear, is it about whether or not I should work in a church?